New "job"

Ahhhh! It’s nice to post in here again, LOL. XD oh, in case you’re wondering, my new “job” is of the voluntary kind. I’m acting as a moderator in a forum, that’s why I am not that active anymore in otehr forums that I usually frequent. ToT Hmm, well my mom asked me if I was getting paid by this “job” and of course she was “hinting” that I should go get out and find a REAL job. She’s worried about me sedantary lifestyle already…ever since I got those illnesses from my last job, I content myself from just sitting here in front of the computer everyday and either surf or if there are interesting topics around from that online company I work for, write. Blergh. She probably would not understand how tiring it is to try to write different topics every single time I write papers - erm - well, I try to diversify what I’m writing about anyway. I had just enough from that last job I took which forced me to write anything, everything, even when I’m writing something else for something else for something else. I know I am killing myself with just sitting here, but really, where would I want to go where I could have my favorite exercise - walking? There are a lot of places here where I can do walks but then again the nature of my work doesn’t allow me to have that pleasure of walking - probably this is some kind of excuse, but yeah, the clients are somewhat unpredictable. That boss from that last job I had had the temerity to call me up when I was away in the province with my family just so to tell me I have an URGENT rewrite to do. ToT

So, yeah. I can’t just not also sleep early at night because of that. Especially if I just finished writing. Questions, revisions, etc. And I have that moderating job I have to do. I can do walking all in good time, but I’d rather do that when I can be with people or have a change in surroundings. I get bored quite easily if I do stuff all on my own. I am trying to improve the pace of my work, but it’s rather hard to do when uninteresting topics keep popping in, and of course, I’d rather write when I have a good grasp of what the paper is talking about, and if I’m actually interested in doing it. A holdover from my moody artist days - when I am “not in the mood”, everything I do turns out like crap. Maybe my mom knows, or maybe my mom wants me to marry already, so that she couldn’t see me just sit here doing nothing, or maybe my mom misunderstood - or maybe a mixture or a lot of things. In any case, I will try to work harder. 

The White Queen